Soul Healing
When we are ready to initiate Soul Healing our Soul's awakening will start stirring some discontent with our current life, we begin deeper questioning of our life, its meaning, purpose and our previously constricted reality stops working for us. We start longing for something deeper, more permanent, something that we cannot quite describe, an yet it feels very tangible, definite and deep within. Nothing seem to bring us the same levels of enjoyment as before, our friends, family, work, hobbles- all may seem pointless, meaningless and we may even slip into despair, depression and/or anxiety. At times we may feel that our world is breaking and dismantling in front of our eyes and there is nothing we can do, but just watch it tumbling down. These experiences and feelings can be mild, medium or severe, depending on where you are with your inner self-awareness. If you are on the path of self-growth, then you would have picked up your Soul's messages and earlier signs and wold be consciously working on the Soul Awakening also known as the Dark Night of the Soul issues, but if you are new to self-growth then you may have missed your Soul's massaging you and now you are feeling in the midst of this process and without proper context and tool-kit. I hope that this brief self-healing map and context may be helpful for you.
Soul Healing and Biological Age Cycles
The first level of awareness to understand with Soul awakening and healing is Saturn Return. This is an astrological configuration that returns Saturn, the great discipliner, karmic life teacher and task-master to the place where it was when you were borne. This happens at the age 29,5 years old and often two-three years before that Saturn starts its 'warm up', that shows up in our life as sudden events often may not be too pleasant, that highlight the areas of our shadow or weaknesses. So if you are approaching 29,5 years, it would serve you well to be prepared with inner resilience tools, your inner personal self-healing and self-awareness work. Its always better to be prepared and conscious about something, rather than be taken by surprise and without proper preparation.
Another important event is Solar Embodiment at is age 33 years old and this is called the Solar Hero/Heroine embodiment, the apex of your solar energy and vitality that could coincide with the height of your achievement, career or the beginning of some spirit initiated change in your life. This is also the time when your Avatar from 10D,11D, 12D Avatar Matrix Layers would be sending you solar rays of greater intensity, hoping that you are able to receive and integrate it to your greatest capacity. Please see more on biological ages of humanity here
The best way to negotiate these events to your most advantage is being prepared for them and be ready to be honest with yourself as the deepest hidden parts of our shadow and weakness would be revealed and pain body issues would also come to the fore. At age 33 there may be some important opportunities, designed to keep you on a Light Path, so it helps to stay tuned and aware.